This year, 2017, has been quite the year.  I turned forty this year.  I got my diagnosis this year.  This year has been one big reality check.

We spent the last couple of weeks going back and forth between Iowa and Minnesota, Mayo, my Lyme doctor, and a couple emergency room visits.  I had my PICC line placed for my Lyme treatment and ended up with early pneumonia and a blood clot.  I’ve also begun my IV Lyme meds.  I’m going to outline the plan, in case it’s relevant to someone else.

The diagnosis: I have an official diagnosis from U of Iowa Neurology and Mayo Rochester of Primary Lateral Sclerosis which falls under Motor Neuron Disease.  Three (THREE!) EMGs have ruled out denervation on my right calf despite the appearance of slight atrophy.  Atrophy (the muscle breaking down and denervation beginning) would signal a change in my diagnosis from PLS to ALS (amyotrophic lateral sclerosis.) It is known that if Lyme spirochetes invade the brain and central nervous system that many of the symptoms between PLS/ALS and Lyme are the same.  The question in my case?  Did Lyme cause Motor Neuron Disease?  There is no good answer to this.  All of my PCR serology tests come back negative.  This is not unusual.  Even Mayo states that serology is not a reliable test for Lyme, especially in the central nervous system.  I *do* show a small quantity of Lyme antibodies in my cerebrospinal fluid.  However, it is not a sufficient quantity to consider the test positive.

Considering this and considering that I had a (medically confirmed) deer tick bite in 2008 that was not sufficiently treated, we are going forward with Lyme treatment.  Both of my neurologists (Iowa and Mayo) confirm, in my shoes, they also would pursue Lyme treatment.

My Lyme plan looks very different than many other people.  Folks with MND who want to pursue Lyme treatment may want to study the photographs of Dr. Alan McDonald, a retired pathologist, who has done much to record nematodes in the brain of dementia patients.  It is believed that the tick not only confers Lyme (or co-infections) but also nematodes.   I have been taking Albenzadole – 2 tablets twice per day for a week, followed by a week off, now 5 days on, then a week off, then 5 days on, etc., to complete four cycles to kill the nematodes throughout their life cycles.

My PICC line has been placed and I have begun Rocephin (ceftriaxone), azithromycin, and Daptomycin – daily for six weeks.  The daptomycin is a cyst buster.  The azithromycin is a replacement for doxycycline.  There are some studies out there that show MND patients hasten their course with doxy.  We will also be treating suspected co-infections (Babesia and Bartonella.)

I accept that this may not work.  My Lord and God has chosen to allow this into my life.  He who could have prevented this has chosen to allow it.  Surely, if my Lord is good, and I am certain that He is, then He can work all things for good.  I do not doubt this.  I have seen times in my life where a moment did not seem good, did not feel good, but it worked good in me and in my life, and later I was grateful the Lord allowed it.

If this is you, right now, whatever you are facing, I would suggest you listen to this message.  It is moving and it discusses a biblical perspective when your dreams die.